I'm sorry.
I was afraid that this would happen.
I just want to keep you by my side.
I want to be the one for you.
Helping you as much as I can when you're in need.
Making you happy and keeping you entertained.
Cheering you up when you're down.
Allowing you to throw your tantrums on me.

I know you don't change for anyone.
But I'm thankful that you tried.
That's why I didn't say much at times even though I wasn't really happy.
I just want to know that 'us' still existed.

Sometimes, I just crave for your attention.
But recently, I don't get it.
When I tried to hold your hand, you moved.
When I go near for a hug, you pushed me away.
Such little actions, means alot to me.

I'm bad at expressing myself.
I didn't expect myself to become like that.
It's a fact. I love you.
I can't deny that.
All I need is just re-assurance.

And now, I'll have to wait. I just hope that it isn't too long.
Beacuse it's bleeding inside of me.